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Lately everything got overwhelming for me. I normally do have panic attacks, but those are usually mild—more like crazy bouts of stress and buzzing thoughts. But recently I had a really intense attack enough to leave me rattled and almost walked out of the store with items, forgetting to sign the receipt. 

It really does feel so good to do quick doodle of Qadir as a humanoid villainous deity in nir own story. I really enjoyed the quick and smooth sketching quality of the brush for this~ Maybe should I do this more often?

For colors, it is sloppy and rough, yet I cannot decide which one I liked the best! So you guys get both!! 

Have more doodles of my character, Aukou, but got too tired to finish or play more. So, here’s stiffy Aukou in veil and crown of flowers. Actually it look so great in Photoshop until I saved another file in PNG format… What happened to the lovely quality?
Quality, you and I will never do a tango. Never.

Have more doodles of my character, Aukou, but got too tired to finish or play more. So, here’s stiffy Aukou in veil and crown of flowers. Actually it look so great in Photoshop until I saved another file in PNG format… What happened to the lovely quality?

Quality, you and I will never do a tango. Never.

Another sketch dump. I do not have anything worthy or finished pieces to share. Why? Because… of million reasons I can think while I was bedridden with severe seasonal allergic reaction and weak case of bronchitis. I have been doodling my friend’s character and mine in Animal Crossing: New Leaf and Magi AU. I can’t believed that I spent three days at reading 200+ chapters of Magi. 

Anywho, everyone… Please take care of yourself better than you usually do! Don’t be so sick or screwed up like me who spent one entire month, struggling with health issues where she should have been working instead. Ahhh… Have a lovely day, folks!

A drawing of Qadir with a hole.

A drawing of Qadir with a hole.

I am soooo close to finish this doodle/experiment, but I am too tired. It is almost 4 in the morning. So I will finish it when I wake up.
Also, I want to apologize to anyone who actually pay attention to details, Qadir is not canonically white man. Qadir was born as a bizarre mush of geometric colors. And that ne presents nemself as the contractor wanted to see. And Qadir’s final design will be finally decided once as I complete the first draft of first chapter of the story ne’s involved.
So, please bear with weird changes and fluid switch-o for all character designs! Nothing I drew are the permanent or canonically designs until I got stories and comics out there!
Nonetheless, enjoy the silly cropped of Qadir’s face. I am really proud of details I put in there, yet I need to stop being too coward or subtle with blush!
Have a lovely day, everyone!

I am soooo close to finish this doodle/experiment, but I am too tired. It is almost 4 in the morning. So I will finish it when I wake up.

Also, I want to apologize to anyone who actually pay attention to details, Qadir is not canonically white man. Qadir was born as a bizarre mush of geometric colors. And that ne presents nemself as the contractor wanted to see. And Qadir’s final design will be finally decided once as I complete the first draft of first chapter of the story ne’s involved.

So, please bear with weird changes and fluid switch-o for all character designs! Nothing I drew are the permanent or canonically designs until I got stories and comics out there!

Nonetheless, enjoy the silly cropped of Qadir’s face. I am really proud of details I put in there, yet I need to stop being too coward or subtle with blush!

Have a lovely day, everyone!